Lyrics Anhedonia (feat. Lena Scissorhands, Eissa Morphide, Brooke Dougherty, Anna Hel & Vitaly Machunsky) - Seas on the Moon

Again I step on a knife and I don't feel it
Again I got sick, I lost the meaning
I wanna get out but it keeps spinning
Someone stop this microwave

Lying to myself over and over
It's the last time, then I get sober
Years are passing by, I'm getting older
Feels like I'm lost in this cage

Every time I lose my way
It's even harder to get out
Everyone is fading away
Somewhere between lost and found

Everywhere I turn around
I just keep on going down
Only smiling like a clown
I'm happy like a clown

Everytime I turn around
I just keep on going
I'm happy like a clown

Worthless, I feel so worthless!
Lost in the doubt
Life has, it has no purpose
I can't find, find my way out!

Out
Must get out
Must get out

Again I step on a knife and I don't feel it
Again I got sick, I lost the meaning
I wanna get out but it keeps spinning
Someone stop this microwave

Lying to myself over and over
It's the last time, then I get sober
Years are passing by, I'm getting older
Feels like I'm lost in this cage

Worthless, I feel so worthless!
Lost in the doubt
Life has, it has no purpose
I can't find, find my way out!

Out

Everytime I turn around
You keep telling me I'm down
And I'm smiling like a clown

Everytime I turn around
I just keep on going down

Out
Must get out

Everytime I lose my way
It's even harder to get out
Everyone is fading away
Somewhere between lost and found

Worthless, I feel so worthless!
Lost in the doubt
Life has, it has no purpose
I can't find, find my way out!

Out
Must get out
Out
Must get out
Must get