Lyrics Alas! - Sefu

Watch help me pick up the phone
Without reaching to call
Many reasons I fall
Mom, dad, Bri the first three that I called
The pulpits and bullshit was cool shit 'til the fall
I reached the District of Columbia and school
I'm leaving it all
I stay open minded
What is love if you not reminded
What is love if that's what you and I is, uh
Questioned how strong is love
When I received drew dorm room assignments
I pray for Kumbayas
Could never be a coon by Ye
I don't attend Sunday services
Or drop out of school like Ye
If you thinking 'bout leaving me tonight stay
A two night stay
To hold me over til the winter, when in my room I'll stay
Shit be tough and hard with no regard for the human sword
Through them shards I step
Through the 3rd ward is where I crept
I slept, on air mattresses, abreast next to my sister
I'll spend my last on my brother
Can't remember the last time I kissed him
And I, can't call my dad
But when he pass I know I'll miss him
When he spaz, it add to the sad traumatic past in my system
Alas! I throw stones 'cause my glass thicker
School all white and I'm the class nigga
It's always gon' be a bitch that's badder, thicker
I zoomed in and seen the scars on her thigh, I cried with her
And told her, you are loved I'm just reminding
If this is love I hope I find it
Watch help me pick up the phone
Without reaching to call
Many reasons I fall
Mom, dad, Bri the first three that I called
I keep the eye of Horus Ra on my neck
I peep a mile away the mild disrespect
Free Trevion, he did no harm
And if he did, then give him bond
Life more than hard
But I know he still keep a smile with the tech
Uh, shoutout the lovers
Shoutout all my uncles cousins and brothers
It's no football but it's puddles and huddles
I believe, I received
My mental structure from mother
My physical structure from father
I see my fucking daughter in the me too
Violate she we shooting threes
Like the coach called a three two
Don't touch me, I cut easy
But if I bleed, then you gon' bleed too
I seen niggas eating, believe me imma sink my teeth too
I read Malcolm, and I seen what Dr. King dream tried to do
I seen self esteem ruin a whole crew
My pillow seen what a couple sad things do
My nigga, look