Lyrics Dead Water - Self Deception

I know the fear of rejection's holding us in a cell
I think we need help
I mean that
Sometimes I can't fuckin' stand it
I'll go anywhere else
To be by myself
Seeing the dark rise
Throw me a lifeline
I don't know how to do this anymore

I'm drownin' in dead water
There's something holding me down
Tryna' to pull me under
I'm treading dead water now (dead water)
And it's pulling me pulling me under

Even the best of intentions hardly grow into deeds
Good words from our means
I hate that
In a paralysis we live in this terrible dream
Trying our hardest to scream (save me!)

I'm drownin' in dead water
There's something holding me down
Tryna' to pull me under
I'm treading dead water now (dead water)
And it's pulling me pulling me under

Stay in the dark mind
Fuckin' throw me a lifeline
I don't know how to do this anymore

One second calm and collected
Next you're breakin' my phone
I just fuckin' explode
I see that
Those angry voices from fighting want to follow us home
They never leave us alone! save me!

I'm drownin' in dead water
There's something holding me down
Tryna' to pull me under
I'm treading dead water now (dead water)
And it's pulling me pulling me under
Dead water!