Lyrics For the Hell of It - Serena Sun

Give me a sign 'cause I'm done trying
To guess where this will go
I'm in then I'm out 'cause I'm terrified
That love dies in every home
'Cause there's always some insecurity
I'm overthinking you and me
30 years down the line, will I wish you were never mine?

I spend too much time trying to figure it out
If I'm not the one for you, leave me now
I wanna get ahead of this
Don't love me for the hell of it
Just to please your dad
To make her mad
To fit the plans you made with someone else
'Cause I'd rather be irrelevant
Just don't love me for the hell of it

I'll admit, I've been staring at our ceiling
Am I the one to blame?
For stirring things up and questioning us
When there's nothing else in the way
'Cause there's always some insecurity
I'm worried that you'll wanna leave
30 years down the line, will you wish you were never mine?

I spend too much time trying to figure it out
If I'm not the one for you, leave me now
I wanna get ahead of this
Don't love me for the hell of it
Just to please your dad
To make her mad
To fit the plans you made with someone else
'Cause I'd rather be irrelevant
Just don't love me for the hell of it

I don't want to just be loved like this
Don't love me for the hell of it
Just to please your dad
To make her mad
To fit the plans you made with someone else
'Cause I'd rather be irrelevant
Just don't love me for the hell of it