Lyrics Wtf - Sg Lily

見つめないで
I′m sitting in your room and tryna think of what to say
My mind is going blank
I tried to treat this life just like a game
But I don't wanna play
Tryna figure out what the fuck happened to me
離れないで
Don′t act like you don't know, I see it in your face
I get so high I wonder if I'll sober in a day
I used to be the one, you tripped me up, I fell in second place
What the fuck happened to me?

Another day its nothing new I′m a NEET
It feels like everybody′s picking you over me
I get too high and I cant stand on my feet
Is it really how you want this to be?
I'm just trying not to stumble or fall
I′m ignoring every text every call
I try to figure if it's worth it at all
I try to figure if it′s worth it

Because I failed before I started
It didn't work out, at least I didn′t try my hardest
Walk up in the store, swipe my card and tell 'em charge it
Dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet
Because I failed before I started
It didn't work out, at least I didn′t try my hardest
Fucked it up again and now I′m begging for your pardon
Fuck me up again, I didn't think it would be harmless

見つめないで
I′m sitting in your room and tryna think of what to say
My mind is going blank
I tried to treat this life just like a game
But I don't wanna play
Tryna figure out what the fuck happened to me
離れないで
Don′t act like you don't know, I see it in your face
I get so high I wonder if I′ll sober in a day
I used to be the one, you tripped me up, I fell in second place
What the fuck happened to me?