Lyrics Missing Your Wake - Shae Delea

So what's next?
To let myself go?
Life closed the stretch of that road

I could have been there in the end, but selfishness left me alone

I've dropped a lot of my hopes
No home, and nowhere to go

Tried not to stress, but now you're dead and buried
How could I have known the end of your life would that sudden?
I felt so attacked

I'm caving in
Might fade away just to escape what I know

But that's how we die, and it's sad
Forget all the plans that we had

I'm caving in
Might fade away just to escape what I know

What's next?
To let myself go?
Life closed the stretch of that road

I could have been there in the end, but selfishness left me alone

I've dropped a lot of my hopes
No home, and nowhere to go

Tried not to stress, but now you're dead and buried
How could I have known?

("I know when I said goodbye to him, that it wasn't goodbye forever
When I see him again he won't be in pain, and he won't be weak")

But that's how we die, and it's sad
Forget all the plans that we had

I'm caving in
Might fade away just to escape what I know

How could I have known?