Lyrics Heart Attack - Shawn of the Dead

Just hold me, just hold me
Just hold me, just-

I can say that I'm good now
But that ain't true
Been with a few new bitches
But they ain't you
I know that you're still, yuh
Fuckin' 'round with that same dude
I really wish that I, yuh
I was able to hate you
Other women always wanna fall in love
You just wanted to fuckin' leave
Flew away like a fuckin' dove
Ever since I just forgot how to breathe
All these toxins up in my lungs
Whiskey really helps me grieve
Forget the lies spewing off of your tongue
All the stupid shit that I believed
It sucks 'cause everyday I miss you
But we won't ever get another chance
Sit around go through a box of tissues
Now my greatest fear is romance
I know we had our issues
But I'd do anything for another dance
The real me died when I last kissed you
We won't ever get another chance
I hate you, I love you
It ain't true, thoughts of you
You came through
I shoved you to the back of my mind
I hate everything 'cause you wanna forget
But I'm lost 'cause you're it
Define costs, you call me hard-headed
But it really feels like my mind's soft, I

I just wanna let go
Let it all fall off my back
Give me a heart attack
Give me a heart attack
I just wanna let go
Let it all fall off my back
Give me a heart attack
Give me a heart attack

Save me from this situation I can't stand it anymore
I just wanna cry, restart my life
Will I live or, will I die
Give up, waste my time
I feel weak it drains my mind
I can't speak, no I can't wait
'Cause I'll break I'll feel hate
I'll apologize for killing time, yeah such a crime
I'm so high and the fault is mine
Please don't cry, anxiety will plague your life
Fuck I messed up
I didn't think you'd be so messed up
You don't even know me, you can ask my homies
Get out my life if you wanna waste my time
I don't have space for you in my head today
No time to waste on you in my head today
I don't wanna be left for dead today
In my head today, because I'm not okay
No I'm, not okay, no, I'm not okay

I just wanna let go
Let it all fall off my back
Give me a heart attack
Give me a heart attack
I just wanna let go
Let it all fall off my back
Give me a heart attack
Give me a heart attack

Fall back fall back, like I always do
Fall back fall back, let you do you
Fall back fall back, like I always do
Fall back fall back, let you do you
You hurt me so bad I wanna kill myself when I think of you
You make me so sad every time I think of you
I wanna fucking crash
When I drive through this side of the big old town
The city ain't big enough, to hold the both of us
The city ain't big enough, no not for you and I
The city ain't big enough, to hold the both of us
The city ain't big enough, no not for you and I
No not for you and I

Broken promises, broken teams
Broken hearts, broken dreams
Break it down 'til it's broken up
You'll never know how long that moment seemed
Never thought I'd compare you
To a bunch of coke and lean
Before I met you I didn't know
How love could turn you to a hopeless fiend
Made those mistakes then we closed the curtains
Had to grow into this new person
Felt like everything I did was wrong
And you look to me as a huge burden
Decided you need to fly away
Wasn't alone you left a few hurtin'
Kept the old me in that empty apartment
Had to downgrade to the new version
'Cause now I feel stress and anxiety
Feel pain and demons inside of me
Before you I had a few emotions
Now I'm stuck with a dense variety
Feeling the hate and anger
It's a difficult battle with sobriety
Music went from my hobby of mine
To my therapist and my diary