Lyrics When it Rains - Shayla Hamady

I've spent all the money I'm making just trying to prove what I'm worth
That don't even make sense
Like a child I'm counting my friends on my fingers need one hand
And I'm not really good at the personal shit
I keep to myself ever since a kid
Look at you looking at me and you said
How do you do it? You know stay positive
I looked at the ground and I took a deep breath
Thought to myself, yeah just for a sec
Sigh and I said man I don't really know
I guess I never wanted the weakness to show
Cause if I start crying then you gonna cry
And I don't want you crying I want you to know
I gotta pretend so the others are happy
That's really been just how it goes been just how it goes

Your love ain't enough when it rains
I'm driving but just wanna brake
At home when I'm wanting a place
Alone but I'm wanting some space
Love ain't enough when it rains
I'm tired I'm tired I lay
I'm changing and that's who I blame
I'm changing and that's who I blame

What ever happened to you
Would you ever have done all those things
If I hit all your marks if I made all the Checks in your box would hold me
And keep me real close like you promise
I never wish this on a person I never wish this
Cause I'm learning and growing a beautiful version
I'm brighter than all of you see me a star and hell yeah
I stopped calling you don't even follow you
Proud of you oh are you proud of me
Why do you wait till I'm smiling to say it
Why do you wait till I do what's amazing
Why do you wait till theirs something you're gaining a steeper destination
I keep on traveling as I get older I've been getting sad
And I'm needing my purpose to keep on the path
And I'm needing my purpose to show where I'm at
Cause I'm stuck and I
Sitting on the same road, the leaves blow trying to catch my breath again I'm
Watching other people they seem so simple simple
Sitting on the same road, the leaves blow trying to catch my breath again I'm
Watching other people they seem so simple simple

Your love ain't enough when it rains
I'm driving but just wanna brake
At home when I'm wanting a place
Alone but I'm wanting some space
Love ain't enough when it rains
I'm tired I'm tired I lay
I'm changing and that's who I blame
I'm changing and that's who I blame

Notice a look in their eyes am I crazy
I think that they thinking that I might be crazy
I'm trying my best to forget that it's crazy
The world don't revolve around me but it may be
Safely getting all the way back home
And I got what people want but not enough I know
And they say it's all in my head and I know I know
I've been telling you what's in my head you say it's a joke
I'm not laughing, just imagining
Took a passionate person on a bad streak caught em in a bad week
Hanging in the back streets, stress keep on eating them up right in the ally
Such a sad scene
So you turn blind eye no surprise
Cause you don't like what I'm feeling inside rewind

Your love ain't enough when it rains
I'm driving but just wanna brake
At home when I'm wanting a place
Alone but I'm wanting some space
Love ain't enough when it rains
I'm tired I'm tired I lay
I'm changing and that's who I blame
I'm changing and that's who I blame