Lyrics Bird's Eye - Shotta Spence

Josh
Three years ago I swore I wouldn't
Waste no time no matter the pressure
Because I realized that life is short
And time is precious
I promised I'd get it by any means,
Put myself in a position to help my loved ones through
But somewhere along the way I got lost
High off the juice
And here I am, turning my back on my kin to chase a front
For what?
Turning friends to enemies, trading real love for lust
How could I be so selfish
Money bitches clout, this ain't what I'm about
None of this shit make me a man
Boy ain't no love out here, the love is back home
But, there's a reason I left all alone
50% of them bitter, 40% doubt, and the other 10% well
I could barely live without
But the trust is gone
It's been too long since I reached out, I wonder if they still
Down
Cause I left Jersey and there's still devils all around
Ain't no amount of money could bring the love back
Just like, no amount of strength could flip the hour glass
Take them holes out your chest and bring you back from the ash
I'm lost bruh, and I know you was too
Just give me some guidance from your bird's eye view