Lyrics This Is My Story This Is My Life - Sicktanick

This it yall imma let it all loose
A story about a life, a life i didnt get to choose
I was born in '84 to a mother they called a whore
Called the devil's son, a mistake and a family's scorn
Then the year turned it to 1985
My mother died supporting me i still feel it up inside
My grandmother adopted me and raised me on her own
But it was so damn hard because i was alone
I started school and i never had any friends
Busted lips and blackend eyes was a child's revenge
I got pushed around by children and the staff
When i run away cryin all they did was laugh
My uncle at the time was like a dad to me
Take me down to showtime to rent all the horror movies
Hellraiser, halloween, and faces of death
Day in and day out it was the illest shit
'94 rolled around and i even found christ
But then i turned my fuckin back cause i found it was lies
I found my left hand path and yo im still the same
LaVey, Crowley, and other sinners to fill up my brain

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This is my story and this is my life
The beggining of the book is here and it lies deep inside
Litsen to ryhems cause the worlds about to change
When im reborn the world won't be the same

Then i Grew up and
Things started to change
I found heavy metal music
And drugs began to rage
And I rocked the mic with loudest black metal screams
Enough to pop a virgin's cherry and make ur preacher's ear bleed
But still at this time i had no friends
Only people trying to get some in the end
I tried suicide more then a couple times
But i guess i wasnt tring hard enough because im still alive
In 2002 i found the crew that had my back
Chillin the village inn and at the cheeby shack
And to this day i still got crazy ass mothafuckin psychotic wig splitters
And now that u know that im doin all good
Imma tell the truth like a real killa should would
One dark august night as i did the devil's prayer
A spirit came into the room and he slowly said
"YOUR SOUL IS OURS THE HARVEST HAS BEGUN
WE MUST TAKE THE SOULS OF EVERYONE
U R THE NEW SON OF MAN AND U R THE FIRST POWER THAT THEY SHALL FEAR!!!"