Lyrics Different - Silas Price

Cause I'm Different

I can't fit in
Because I'm Different
I got something, that they missing
No Aaliyah but I'm 'One in a Million'
Vibe crazy you won't understand this feeling
Say I'm 'One in a Million'
Style crazy, you won't understand this dripping
Aye!, I'm too Different
And I'm, and I'm, 'One in a Million'
(Mmm, Mmm, Mmmm)
(Mmm, Mmm, Mmmm)
That they, missing

(Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye)
I used to wanna fit in
So I'd hang with the Bloods
Thought I could get away by going off to college
But these white folks just see a dread headed thug
Then I would head back all the way to the trap, and hear 'How Silas that nigga switch up!'
I mean when you try to record
But the gun shots roar
Tryna build yourself, man I had enough
I would just write cute little songs
And fold notes up
I would write to my crush
A nerdy little kid
Just wanted some acceptance
And I kept lookin in the form of love
Had a few good girls up in my life but, of course
My pain caused me to fuck it up
But between all the cheating
And snakes still creeping
Can you blame me if I find it hard to trust?
See I was the one who read on bus
Now they see they can't fuck with us
I used to try to enhance her mind
And they just wanna try to get in her guts
Damn that's tough
Damn what's the rush
I mean you probably could've made it by now but you putting that work in just for a nut
I was laying low just chilling in cut
Hole in one, I ain't even have to putt
In public, she a queen with the strut
But at home I got her acting like slut
Made me forget about all the pain
Hell really everything
All the hard work just from her touch
She made everything seem
Like it really was a dream
Whenever I was in need of a push

I can't fit in
Because I'm Different
I got something, that they missing
No Aaliyah but I'm 'One in a Million'
Vibe crazy you won't understand this feelin
(Mmm, Mmm, Mmmm)
(Mmm, Mmm, Mmmm)
That they, missing

I used wanna stand out
So I used to ride with Cuhs
Only problem I had, I was bigger than a rag
I wanted More than just sex, money and drugs
When I would sit down, try to talk about the business
I just get these faces filled with disgust
Do y'all really wanna make it out the hood
Or are yall just worried bout fucking being judged?
It was just my luck when I through depression
Pretending I'm fine, nobody I could tell it
Some nights it got too hard for the pressure
Some nights I actually dream't about heaven
I seen Paris. I seen Devin
Long Live the name, pray to live forever
I been on the move, tryna make the city better
I been tryna improve, tryna give a different effort
Tryna be develop and become a better man
Praise Most High, guess it was part of the plan
Alabama just put together a ban
How you gone tell a woman with her body what she can?
What to do? and What to choose?
I guess we back in 1492
Let me chill with the rant, cause you know that I can
They don't wanna hear the truth

I can't fit in because I'm different
And I got something that they missing