Lyrics Teenager - Silly Boy Blue

I care a lot
I fall for strangers
I blame my heart
I'm still "the other"

I don't make moves
But I can write 21 songs about you
I don't need proofs
I've hated myself more than you'll ever do

I'm not perfectly quiet
Or perfectly calm
Or perfectly anything they'll always want me to
Always been loud so you could see me in crowds
Hopelessly scared to fully disappear here too

Baby, I'm not what you've signed for (ooh, oh ooh, oh)
How could you be so sure?

I've lost a friend
Been ruined by lovers (ruined by lovers)
Too proud to say (say)
How truly I miss her

I know, it's harder at night (it will get better some day)
Still tryna figure out (I might not only be straight)
It's okay to cry (it doesn't mean you're not brave)
I've got your back

I'm not perfectly quiet
Or perfectly calm
Or perfectly anything they'll always want me to
Always been loud so you could see me in crowds
Hopelessly scared to fully disappear too

Baby, I'm not what you've signed for (ooh, oh ooh, oh)
How could you be so sure?