Lyrics How It's Like (To Crash) - Sissna G

I go back to the crash
And I hope it never lasts
But it always do
And it splits me in two

And I just can't
I can never run away
I'm fighting myself every single day

I need to know
If I blew my chance
Did I flush it down
For a single dance

All of my regrets and all that I said
I wanna start anew
So I clear my head

To kill the pain of the crash
I hit my dealer up on Snap
Blow my cash on the hash
And a tray of Xanax

And I'm balling now
Yeah
And later off I'm falling down
Sheeit

I wanna turn my brain into mush
From smoking all this kush
And it's working

I'm no longer fucking hurting, by
The day you dropped me
The goodbye

Every now and then
I'm gonna need a friend
To fill the void again
And again

Every now and then
I'm gonna need to fail
To really win again
Cause I forget
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I'm all out a dope
Losing every bit of hope
I'm not tryna be a mope
This is how I cope

It's how I feel
And I need to get it out
I'm detoxing my brain from anxiety and doubt

Now I'm all good
Feeling as I should
Got my groove on
And found a new girl
To make a move on

We hit it off and
I got myself a date
Who knows this time?
Maybe it's my soulmate
But no

When things go great
I will meet my fate
I only get surprised
When it's coming late

I'm back to the crash
And it happens so fast
It's time for me to spaz, out

As I land on the red tiles
In ladders and chutes
I'm back to abuse
As I make up an excuse

I'll sabotage myself
Till there's nothing to lose
A day in my shoes
And you're begging for truce

Every now and then
I'm gonna need a friend
To fill the void again
And again

Every now and then
I'm gonna need to fail
To really win again
Cause I forget
How it's like

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