Lyrics Big Cup - Smooth Doubleb

I'm a light being so y'all constantly underrate
I'm your girl's fantasy cause I made her masturbate
Y'all little boys are cheap change so y'all under me
Taught her through the program still didn't want to connect with me

It's like 12:30 at night and I'm on a ship looking at the stars
Ima take back, way back ugh the captain
Crashed so hard, the seatbelt popped
Watching first person as your moms get dropped
A lot of shit got stolen, it wasn't locked
Aiming the pistol, but it wasn't cocked, damn, damn

Now I gotta delete your contact
I delete people's numbers so I won't get attacked
Hurting inside maybe I'm running away from my true feelings
But I can sense that it won't go anywhere
So I end things off internally with you
I ghost you, I'm sorry for that
You should've received closure on your end
But you wasn't making any conversations
Said you wasn't thinking about me, said you didn't dream of me
You still eat fast food, that's not what the fuck I'm supposed to be
I did all the talking, I did the texting
Didn't pick up my FaceTime call, FaceTime call

Said you were busy, but I saw you posted on Snapchat
Maybe I came too strong
I deleted her out my life right before her birthday
I wanted to reach out but I don't double text, text
I asked an interesting question to you
But you didn't hit me back, I guess that makes you flat
So skinny you might need to gain some weight

I got a big cup in this money, good luck
Three bitches came at me and they all wanna fuck me
For what? I don't got no money
They said they like me, they say I'm a comedian because I'm funny
You dumb bitch, I ain't no dummy
You know I'm lying, I ain't crying, I have no feelings
That bitch left me, now she's the villain, she's the bad guy
Because I did all I can to be the right man for her
But the system is fucked up
I can see it in her, she can feel it in her
My dick, when I stick it in, it's real in her and I hooked her in
Grabbed her, now she feels connected
I won't lie, we really have our souls tied
I really want to cry, but I ain't no bitch
Like Lilo, she's my Stitch, I tried to get out
I called God for a wish to bring her back
But her head was fucked up
I wanna laugh, but there's nothing to chuck about