Lyrics Blood in Rain I AM ME - Smooth Doubleb

DoubleB you ready
Yeah let me have it
Wake up call It's the wake up call
Tay Keith beat 300 VSS three two hunnid yeah look
2020 Is my year you can see it come influrision
Got to speak things into existence yeah yeah

I had to come out the mud
Trial and error like some insufficient funds
These albums are really about me man shoutout to Smooth DoubleB
They don't even know what I've been through
Ima tell y'all so open your books to chapter two like it's some school
But before that let me get some things off my chest
Listen close I'm finna bless
Get good grades cause I'm traveling through a maze
Baby girl what's popping bouta make a film so ima say action
Viewers this is when you go get your lotion
Checking my only fans that's my daily emotion
Ight look I was from a different dimension
Didn't want to come back to this world so there was a lot of tension
God kicked me down to this earth
Momma got pregnant so she's gonna birth
Doctors tried to pull me out but it was tough
I had my cord around my neck choking me like when you eat a cream puff
The devil didn't want me to make it out the womb
He wanted me to lay in my tomb
Cause he knows what I was finna do
Inspire billions of people cause that's what I do
I finally came out and I was the latest spark
Doctors cut my umbilical cord connected with my past life's
But I still have my birth marks
They found out that I had a tumor in my brain
I guess I was a late bloomer cause there was no pain

All throughout my life I was different and I never fit in
Sometimes felt like throwing myself in a bin
I was the chunkiest baby you will see
Crazy I have a eight pack now I guess I must have the key
Growing up was pretty hard for me
No one could relate to me
That's why I made that song can't relate
I was just living through an imperial state
Growing up yeah I was pretty shy
Wore glasses because I didn't want people to look into my eyes
I held a lot of stuff within me
Didn't speak to no one I always tried to flea
I've cried a lot
Shouldn't even be here after all those times I thought of taking that shot bow
Cold blood washed before me
I saw my life flash before me
Was picked on a lot cause I was an easy target
No one really understands me so I guess I was speaking jargon
Had a disability from the start learning was easy thought I guess I was really smart
I let people take control over me I let people use me like a doormat
I let people drain my energy all around me
All the heartache all the pain all the suffering has come to this
I felt like killing myself felt like I was about to commit suicide
That's why I've made that song carry on you'll be okay
All these songs and videos are really are for me
All these songs and videos are really about me
But that was the old me
The old Brandon is long gone now
I've let go to the hardships heartaches problems and everything
I had to write them down I watch it burn alive
I had a funeral for my old self I drew the line for my old self
I'm now my higher self woo I'm now my inner self yeah
The truth will set me free Ima knock them ankles loose
And make you bend your knees ha
I have that positive emotional tension
Message to my ex I had to hit them with a mention woo
I've sent boundaries I let go of being a nice guy
I've let go of being a beta male that's not me anymore

I had depression but not no more
I had anxiety but not no more
I had sadness but not no more
I was shy but not no more woo
Wow this is just the first song from me and I'm already snapping
But I'm not done yet so hold your clapping look
I am me woo I am me I am me yeah yeah
I am me check this
They don't understand me
They don't fully know me
They don't even really know me
They don't innerstand me
They don't overstand me
They misinterpreted me
They miss their chances with me
They missed their shot with me
They underestimate me
They never really check on me

You don't have to worry about me
I'm always protected within me
I'm never alone I got me
Inner world is always working for me
Just do it like DoubleB junior
Wish the solar eclipse comes sooner
Swimming around wolfs in sheep clothing like Goldie
Y'all eating so unhealthy your stomach gonna turn moldy
I told y'all I'm super friendly and vicious like a dog
Cause you already I got some brain fog
This is your last chance like MJ this is your last dance
Apollo Aleemic Bastet are my past life's
Going outside people swatting away those flies ah
That sounds like miss me with those games ha yeah look
Stop trying to control my life I make my own decisions throughout my own life
Overcoming against anything
Still alive so I overcame everything
I'm so underrated restricted and mature because I'm rated
We all have that inner child still within us
I like them thick so you can be my plus size
Look you still have trauma and things that are holding you back from childhood
Let go forgive and accept yourself yeah you should
Yes we can make amends but ima leave it like that cause it's the end ha for now ha glaa