Lyrics Searching for You - Smooth Doubleb

I've been searching all-day
Tryna get on your plane
Hold me down cause I've been thinking about you forever
Just hold me down and make me come alive again

Shawty is married and got kids
I thought it was going somewhere, but I guess it didn't
You're my fire and ice, shawty too focused on her art
One in a billion but she left me high and dry
She looked like my ex, has the same name as my ex
So I knew it wasn't gonna work out anyways

I was so passionate at first then I lose interest
Then I get bored hearing the same things
That's why I didn't text back
I ended things off, but you ghost me first
So I know your true colors
Ten toes down I never fold
It seems like everyone I'm interested in just leaves
But it's a blessing in disguise cause I dodged a bullet
I'm overcoming all these generational curses
I let go of what no longer serves me
I face my problems head-on from within
I heal my trauma and pain

My heart chakra used to be blocked now I'm open to receive
Shawty stalked my page but she deceived
She might be older than me but I like cougars
She might be younger than me but I'll show her the world
She might be the same age as me
But she's not as experienced than me

I blew his money like an eight pack
Hold the gun steady ima clock it back
Blow the brains you ain't gonna fight back
Staring at me that's where you lose your racks
Asking me to borrow cause I keep a stack
Having confidence that's where you lack
You don't know a person until you meet them in person
Online shit is fake
You don't know or see their whole energy
They only show you what they want to show you
But you have to see a person in their true form

Just wanted me for sex
She was bi but she's one of a kind
Come on too strong, I didn't even like her that way
I let you go cause you wasn't gonna stay
Talking about your Haitian
Craving my love is your salvation
She was misty like she's mystical
Leading me on she was egotistical
Shawty stumbled on my page like she was dizzy
Don't fumble the bag even when your hair is frizzy

She was a model, but I could tell she got broken in the past
Ended things off cause you expected the crash
Their whole company was a scam
I be killing folk with my words call it a poetry slam
Talking about she's gonna beat me in Mario Kart
I speak real knowledge cause I'm smart
Give me a massage cause I just topped the charts