Lyrics Spoken Word - Smooth Doubleb

Every time I leave there's tears in her eyes
She knows how I'm earning, and she wants me alive
The struggle is finished, but I still always thrive
Inner stand that's how life taught me to survive
It's rained that been poured, I built up a spout
The with outs want my buckets when they're living in drought
Every time I heal you
I watch my soul go deeper into yours

We mix pleasure and pain like Eiffel Towers tours
I collect cash quiet, behind double-locked doors
Without profit to make, there wouldn't be wars
Money has no value, so I give you time with the Don
You're in love with my brains and obsessed with my bronze
Enemies won't stop now that guns have been drawn
I just hope you still love me after I'm gone

I stole perfect beauty from her eyes
I watched pain drain as she cried
I wear the stain of endless lies
I guess I learned that love can die
Realized it at my all-time high
I stole the things that made her kind
She won't act right; she made up her mind
But she can see that I'm not fine
I guess they lied cause love isn't blind

Now she won't give me what I want
She played me like the haves and have nots
Won't accept my authenticity that I breed
She won't respect the values of my creed
It was my greed that made hearts bleed
But now I can say that I'm living rent free

No more obligation for the chore
I'm living one leg out the door
Yes, it's my fault that her heart is sore
My heart's cold thinking it must've turned into stone
It's okay because I will rather be alone
Cause I don't want her anymore

Don't wait for no one to show you your props or respect
With my work ethic
I don't got time to hear what you're talking about
They told me I'm too optimistic
I told them my blood type is be positive

It's hard to enjoy what you're running towards
If you're not at peace with what you're fighting for
If you lost someone but found yourself, you won
It's better to have no one
Tan to have someone who is half there
Or doesn't want to be there
Don't explain your boundaries
To someone who has mistreated you
Being single is better than being disrespected
I look at these marriages as a joke
You really think you love that person
You have to trust that your heart will help you find love again
One day they'll realize
They gave up on a diamond to play with rocks