Lyrics SM-Change This World - Smrealmusic

Look I admit it last album was about a girl
I′m still lost I can't get reception on my phone
I just want to change this world
But how can I when I can′t even fix myself
I look around I see people that can't keep their word
I remember as a little kid wanting to become something better in this world
All I ever wanted was to be on top of this world
But lately all hear is voices telling me that I'm not worth it
I′ll be honest they have caught up to me
A lot of people won′t understand this is what I want to be
And my worst fear is to see people I love disappear
Cause lately it's been looking that way
I′m so afraid to open up
Cause last person I opened up to, just ran away
Maybe it'll all be different if I could change this world
There would be a better chance for me to see people I love still by my side
I′m getting a little emotional cause I know this isn't in my control
I just wish I could have one last conversation with my love ones in heaven
Talk about the good times when I was eleven
Still don′t know what I wanted to be
But all I ever wanted to do was to get a chance to change this world
Now I feel like this is a new beginning
But honestly if I had a chance to go back In time
I would have a conversation with my grandfather
Tell him to not worry about my future this is what I was made to be
And talk to grandma one more time tell her that I love her
I'll even talk to my dad tell him that I love him man I'm really sorry
That we had a disconnection
And to my dog up in I would play and tell him that in love him
Tell him that everything I′m facing I′m going to keep it in a rhyme
This is what I would do if I had a chance to talk to the people I love
I think I stopped hearing the voices "what's next" is my last question