Lyrics Losing Sleep - Social Club

I′m loosing sleep, oh where to go [?]
Where do I belong?
I may never know
Feel like I'm far behind, so far behind, so far behind, so far behind
Stuck in the spotlight, I′m talent-less
Life is like a circus and I'm just balancing
I just wanna fall, maybe I could feel something
I try to force relationships and feel nothing
Life is but a game, and I'm just being played
And I broke every promise that I ever made
Saying things that I never thought that I would say
If everything is in his plan, then everything [?]
I grew up in the pastor′s house, picture it [?]
Holy Spirit filled [?]
I′m drifting off, feeling over sheltered
So off to the world I went, feeling so over zealous
I look back at [?]
Seeing so clear that I saw me in the cemetery
10 years lost, can't get ′em back
If I could, knowing what I know now
It's a wrap, sing the hook, F.E.R.N
Where the rejects?
I′m a reject...
(Repeat)