Lyrics Reflection - Saphir , Sorry X

You put your hand on the gun first
Maybe I pulled the trigger, but what's worse?
You bring it all out of me
I let you get to me
I let you get to me

I'm not who you want me to be
But what about what I need?
I'm tired of your company
It's no longer fun to me
You don't know what I need

You don't know what I need
I hold my breath, but I'm suffocating
Waiting for you to come around
But you don't even fake it now

I don't wanna be dying for you
I don't wanna be lying to you
I don't wanna do anything that you do
I don't wanna be a reflection of you

I'm not who you want me to be
But what about what I need?
I'm tired of your company
It's no longer fun to me
You don't know what I need

Face down, wasted, won't look
I just wanna close this damn book
Nothing feels good like it once was
Stranger in a house, we got no love

Try and close my eyes
And pretend that we're friends
Closing up the door
But you're calling again

Couldn't have you wait
But it's time that you leave
Truth is that I'm something
That you never believed

I'm not who you want me to be
But what about what I need?
I'm tired of your company
It's no longer fun to me
You don't know what I need

You don't know what I need
You don't know what I need
You don't know me