Lyrics Ain't What It Seem - Southsidesu

Everything ain't what it seem
Late night, can't sleep, I'm having bad dreams
It ain't what it seem
Look
Let me take ya back
When my brother, he was out free
We was broke, sharing food that we used to eat
We went from late night, thugging in these streets
To riding bikes to the board to sell a little treat
I know my life look good but that ain't what it seem
Can't even sleep, at night I'm having bad dreams
Mamma crying [?]
Suspect running on foot where he was last seen
Man, why this shit get out of hand
Brother went down, I heard they snitching on my mans
I just prey to god that he don't get up on that stand
And look him in his eyes and point their right hand
I look my daughter in the eyes and see another me
A young king, so I teach her how to be a queen
Never let em' disrespect you in any kind of way
If they do, make that phone call, I'm coming right away
I remember hitting houses trying to find a safe
Nowhere to go, I'm calling [?] to find somewhere to lay
And they tell me prey
But I do, I just hope he hear what I say
Rewind, fast forward, then press play
And really see what's going on, like an x-ray
I'm living life like I ain't scared to see the next day
So don't ever try to cross that line and press me
Mamma told me to be humble, choose a good row
But I'm stressing, cause' she's struggling trying to find a house
She ain't even got a bed, she sleeping on the couch
So if these raps take off, at least I made it count
At least I made it count
If these raps take off, at least I made it count
At least I made it count
I just want to put some blues in her bank account