Lyrics Skywalker - Speaking With Ghosts

I've been at this for far too long
To close my eyes and just pretend
That every moment, every second, makes it work out in the end.
I've spent years on this,
So, don't just sit there and pretend
That every moment, every second, makes any
Real difference. So...

I've
Been waiting
On a sign
To take me higher than this.
I give everything I have
Just to feel like I'm enough
And give meaning to my life.
Meaning to my...
I toss and turn,
Every night,
Losing sleep
Over this.
Just give me meaning to my...

I
Remember
A time
Where I closed my eyes
And almost lost my...
I remember
A time
Where I closed my eyes
And almost lost my
Mind.

My darkest nights
Spent trying to find meaning.
Time
Was better spent when
Reaching out to those near to me.

I've
Been waiting
On a sign
To take me higher than this.
I give everything I have
Just to feel like I'm enough
And give meaning to my life.
Meaning to my...
I toss and turn,
Every night,
Losing sleep
Over this.
Just give me meaning to my
Life.

Just give me meaning to my life.

Just give me meaning to my...

I remember a
Time,
I almost lost myself,
Now it's defining me.
I waste away in my head.
Give me peace, give me clarity
To find out what it means to me.
I'm waking up
Weak and all alone.
Just take it and face it,
There's no other way to say this:
You and me,
We're all living without a set purpose.
Have I really wasted all this time to find...

To find meaning in my own life?