Lyrics Still Blinking Red (Acoustic Version) - Speedy Justice

I wish I had a soul
I'd give it back to the world
Sing a song with such joy
There'd be no war anymore

I wish I had a heart
With such depth I could love
All the pain away, cover those sins
With a crimson spray
Washed clean in the day and the light

I wish I was good
And if I had a lamp that could grant
I'd wish for everyone to be happy
And safe
Not working too long
Not a slave in sight
Not a punk in a jail not a body that just waits

Wheelchair bound non-verbal
Night then day then night then day
Then another year another decade with no words
No new faces same living over and under
No way to escape

And the tv shows the happy sexy
And the reels show the competent
No limits to great happiness

I wish I had anything
To make it all better
Bring the lonely together
Make the proud bow down
Put the righteous underground
To that heaven they'd kill for
Send you right to that heaven you'd kill for

And if I'm honest I'd trade it all in
For a shot and a straight crooked couple to take me in
I'm a weak man my pronouns are negative light
The end is in sight
No it's not right
But it's my fault

The desire inside me's like a damned reservoir
The cracks in my wall put fingers deeper
My heart beating faster than waves in a blender
My soul's light escaping my gift to dementors

The best of my virtue sullied my purpose
My wheelchair battery still blinking red
This IV catechism station unread
And my Dark inner ID seems so together
I think we'd be friends
I think we'd be friends
I thinking that still as the storm rages in

Everyone seems so together
Everyone seems so together
But I can't help but see
I can't help but see

The glitch in the social
The worm in this code
The price having wealthy
The lives that are owed
So one can be favored
There are billions subdued
Billions are used
Used up and abused
And we call it our purpose
We call it responsible

The desire inside me's like a damned reservoir
The cracks in my wall put fingers deeper
My heart beating faster than waves in a blender
My soul's light escaping my gift to dementors
The best of my virtue sullied my purpose
My wheelchair battery still blinking red