Lyrics Disaffection - Spiritual Front

I want to feel that pain behind me
I′m afraid I could love it again
I want to leave those days behind me
They don't belong to me anymore
What′s the use of begging me? What's the use of insulting me?
I know by myself that I'll regret it
It′s the only thing I can do
It′s the only thing I have done
Disaffection, disaffection
I've never been able to love
Disaffection, disaffection
Don′t mention our past again
Disaffection, disaffection
I've never been able to love
Disaffection, disaffection
Don′t mention our past again
Jealousy, happiness, revenge and agony
All brings us back into a coil of idleness
Why should I keep on crying?
Why is this torment so long?
Stop loving you means get myself back
In each body I'm looking for your sex
Between scourge and vicious boredom
I should keep on pretending for you
Disaffection, disaffection
I′ve never been able to love
Disaffection, disaffection
Don't mention our past again
Disaffection, disaffection
I've never been able to love
Disaffection, disaffection
Don′t mention our past again
I want to feel loved in the wrongest way
I want to feel adored in the filthiest way
I want to feel loved in the wrongest way
I want to feel adored in the filthiest way