Lyrics Bitter - Spit

I was a fucking mistake to you
I was a fucking mistake

How can you look me in the fucking face
As if you never left us yearning
Left without a trace
You′re a spineless fucking coward
You're so feeble and weak
Your entire existence is so fragile and bleak
There′s been some times you made me hate who I was
Made me feel so void of hope and pick out all my flaws
And for every single time you made my mother cry
It's time for you to pay your debts
A fucking eye for an eye

How can you show your face around here
Listen to me
I think its time you disappear

Why all the sudden do you fucking care?
You've been gone for 20 years without a month to spare
I′ve spent my life thinking where I went wrong
The time alone has weathered me
I haven′t loved in so long

There's not a thing you could do to ease this pain
Not a single fucking word that you could ever say
You′ll never know how much hate flows through my fucking veins
The weight of all the years and fear has kept me shackled in chains

You tell me that I'm not yours
That I′m different from the rest
And you've left me no choice but to be my fucking best

I was a fucking mistake to you

Why all the sudden do you fucking care?
You′ve been gone for 20 years without a month to spare
I've spent my life thinking where I went wrong
The time alone has weathered me
I haven't loved in so long