Lyrics I'll Be There Soon - Splinta

Imagine feeling like you had now theres nothing left
Imagine feeling like your falling to your fucking death
I look in the mirror and i don't even see myself
I see a image of the person that i don't wanna be instead
Tryna be a better man all i see is a mess
They won't ever understand when am feeling depressed
I lost a baby with this girl and it fucked with my head
And then we lost another why the fuck did that happen again
Feel like am repeating myself in every lyric
I feel like going round in a circle every minute
Am blowing smoke for the pain but it will never kill it
Now am drinking up as if i like the room when it is spinning
Confusion everyday i don't like what i vision
Ment to be a fisherman in men but i ain't fishing
Losing everyday and wondering why i ain't winning
Isit because am a failure or isit because am sinning
I know bruddas that wouldn't even cook there mum a dinner
But he can whip a rock of crack up when he's in the kitchen
And he ain't worried about his mummy going hungry listen
He just wanna take over the block and all his opposition
I was wishing for a kid but there weren't nothing kicking
I wake up everyday and feeling like there's something missing
Freedom everyday but feeling like am in a prison
Am just reminiscing on the days when all we knew was kissing

I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon
I'll be there soon
I'll be there soon
I'll be there soon
I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon
Making a move
I'm making a move
I'm making a move
I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon
I'll be there soon
I'll be there soon
I'll be there soon
I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon
Making a move
I'm making a move
I'm making a move

Look i been working i been trying til am getting ill
Made a promise to my mummy that her son will never kill
But the life i live is dangeous in rainy weather still
Youngers on the corner shottin dotting with there wetter still
Is he really dumb or does he just not know a better life
He can't get a job and he don't wanna work for any guy
He don't wanna stab anybody but if you tell him lies
Domination all over his head your getting terrorised
That's how it goes when your living life on the road
Are you going to live to see tomorrow you will never know
Blowing smoke room spinning round like a merry go
Lady getting to attracted gotta tell her let me go
All this pain that i carry yeah i gotta let it go
I ain't never been broken i've only been semi broke
I just want my kids better then me and am a tell em so
If you wanna talk to me just call me through the telephone

I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon
I'll be there soon
I'll be there soon
I'll be there soon
I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon
Making a move
I'm making a move
I'm making a move
I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon
I'll be there soon
I'll be there soon
I'll be there soon
I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon
Making a move
I'm making a move
I'm making a move