Lyrics Leaves - Steven Moses

Said, I need to get a new phone number
I don't really like to talk too much
Still poured up, I don't like to cough too much
And I'm sorry if I put her in my songs too much
But I'm not okay, like
Bad bitch, she don't love too much
But I don't really wanna touch on that subject
We here then we gone for no reason at all
I been meanin' to call and I'm sorry

But lately I haven't been sleepin' at all
I sip codeine 'til I fall
Don't let me fucking find out that you lied to me
Still fuck but I remember when lil' shorty died to me
I remember when it rained for the whole day
And the next two, in it I could see her face
In a second disappeared without a fucking trace
All I feel is fucking pain, I can't feel my face, well

Where's she gone again my dear friend?
(Where's she gone again? My baby, why have you gone again?)
I don't know what I heard, it could've just been the leaves
(It could've just been the leaves, it could've just been the leaves)
I'm looking up at nothing, I hate the way the sky looks today
(The sky looks today, the sky looks today)
I think I only really love when she leaves
(I only love when she leaves, I only love when she leaves)

Yeah, I need to get a new phone number
Because my old girl callin' too much, won't leave me alone
Believe me, I'll be more than fine on my own
Still don't know why you left, guess I needed to grow

Dear you, I can't stand not being near you
Now I'm sittin' here tearful
Always thinking 'bout you, got me tearful
I can't even trust myself, you told me, "Always see the bigger picture"
Looking at you through the mirror
See your face in mine, it got me tearful, girl

Where's she gone again my dear friend?
(Where's she gone again? My baby, why have you gone again?)
I don't know what I heard, it could've just been the leaves
(It could've just been the leaves, it could've just been the leaves)
I'm looking up at nothing, I hate the way the sky looks today
(The sky looks today, the sky looks today)
I think I only really love when she leaves
(I only love when she leaves, I only love when she leaves)