Lyrics So Much for Devotion - Subconscious

I'm leaving this here.
The thought of everything we could've had
Just seems so insincere.
I'm leaving you here
With only thoughts of lonely nights
You left me to endear.
I'm crossing my heart
That as long as i can breathe,
Everything will be alright.
I'm falling apart.
This four month stand we had
Meant nothing more than the first night.
The note on my bed
Was sealed with kisses in lipstick
A shade too innocent.
The words that you said
Were lost in a translation of
The words you really meant.
This is it for you and me,
We'll always have dishonesty.
And you'll pretend that we're alright
And in the end, i'll have more to write.
Put a line through my name
And cross me off your list.
I'll mark this on my doorway
With bruises on my fists.