Lyrics One Too Many Times - Suicidal Tendencies

Never good at talking
So many things I couldn't say
But those thoughts never went away
And I'm sure you remember
Said that all I wanted was sympathy
Now add this to your memory

Too many times, I felt so sad and lonely
Too many times, I needed someone there
Too many times, I tried to tell you something
Too many times, it seemed like no one cared

And I don't like asking
And it's not easy to say
I never learned how to pray
So if you have a moment
It means so much to me
Oh, can't you see?
If you'd just say a prayer for me

Too many times, I didn't even have a second
Too many times, you thought I was much too strong
Too many times, you said the feeling wouldn't last forever
Too many times, I proved you so damn wrong

Saw the changes
Thought they'd go away
Do you still remember that day?
Can't really fault you
Only have myself to blame
But do you still feel the same?

Do ya? Do ya? Do ya? Do ya?
But I waited so long
For someone to take my hand and say they understand
And I waited so long
For someone to show the way, to make a better day
And I waited so long
For someone to spare a kiss, for the love I miss
And I waited so long
For you to look me in the eye and say it's worth another try

But you got me waiting
Waiting too many times
You got me waiting
Waiting too many times, oh

Too many times, yeah

Too many times, yeah

You got me waiting
Waiting too many times, you disobey me
You see you got me waiting
One too many times