Lyrics Prayed Up (Sped Up) - Summer Walker

Don't remember the last time I sparked a blunt
Was one and done, I should try it
I don't remember the last time I had a drink
Let me think, uh, weeks on weeks
When's the last time I had some good lovin'?
Some good lovin', some good touchin'
I know I'm just feeling vulnerable
Baby, I'm tripping, but I know, oh-oh, oh-oh

I, hear them demons talking in my ear baby, I-I
I'm tryna stay afloat, but I'm drowning, I-I
Run around with my own crew that I told you
Talking me, myself and I
Swear I'm losing my mind

Why I need to, ooh (to stay prayed up)
Prayed up, prayed up
I need to stay prayed up
I need to ooh-ooh, stay prayed up, yeah
Oh, ooh

Hear 'em in my ear, I hear 'em in my ear talkin'
I hear 'em in my ear, I hear 'em in my ear talkin'
I hear 'em in my ear, I hear 'em in my ear talkin'
But I just stay steady walking on the right path
I don't know, I might spaz, but

Why is it so hard to let those close?
Thinking 'bout going back to the club life
I already gotta play