Lyrics In Hell - SwyftPain

I was so empty
But you told me lies
I couldn't even count
How many times
You told me that you loved me
And I was so naive
That I gave you myself
Cuz I wanted to believe
People ask me to this day
How do you feel
Don't know what to say
That chapter is sealed
I don't wanna play
When it is revealed
That you lied
And cheated on me

Not only what you did
But also who you chose
You gave me the signs
That I somehow ignored
And now looking back
I can see it all
It was not about love
It was the control
Every time I fought back
Every time I caught a lie
You would make me fall back
And gave another try
And I never saw why
I was so criticized
You would leave me to die
If I used my own mind
All the issues we had
All the yelling and fighting
Feels like a dog
That doesn't stop barking
Getting in position
And always attacking
If I had an axe
Chop it like a viking
Take it to high king
And carry while hiking
Drop off the mountain
Cuz it wanted to bite me
And still despite it
Feeling almighty
I can't shake the feeling
It was once my beast

I was so empty
If only you let me
I would simply
Walk away
No one would get me
Nothing would upset me
And we would
Be the same

I just want some silence
I am looking for the peace
But I am hearing the sirens
They are a warning to me
That you are violent
And to just stay away
But I couldn't last
Yet another day
I had to know
What was going on
If you were happy now
If he made you a song
Was it all even worth it
Or was it all for nothing
Since you did it, then
I hope it meant at least something
You left me alone and broken
And wanted to take more
Why is it so familiar
Oh, wait, you did it before
I see the cycle repeating
And I used to defend you
But now I can't find a place
I wish you were sent to
You wanted competitions
Then I'll give you some
How about hunger games
You can put your feelings out
When you think you won
And everything is done
Look, there's a berry
Please eat more than one

I was so empty
If only you let me
I would simply
Walk away
No one would get me
Nothing would upset me
And we would
Be the same
I was so empty
If only you let me
I would simply
Walk away
No one would get me
Nothing would upset me
And we would
Be the same
I was so empty
If only you let me
I would simply
Walk away
No one would get me
Nothing would upset me
And we would
Be the same