Lyrics Intro - Sylintez

Breaking news
I actually could use your support
But I've convinced myself that asking
For help would make me a burden
And instead of giving you the choice
I'm going to make the decision for you
By never asking and Suffering in Silence

Aye man how you been Ev?
Shit man I know I don't be calling as much
As I should but shit I hope u still doing good man
What happen with you and
Aw shit never mind man
Yo the guys always asking about you
I'm just look you can tell me anything that's going on bro
Just just tell me what happened
From the top

Well where do I start?
I guess starting is always the hardest part huh
Lemme take you back 3 years
To when it all started
My girlfriend left, my uncle died
And my heart slaughtered
Another year goes by and it's still the same shit
Same girls that's basic
We were kids let's face it
I guess I'm sorry for the way I acted out
I never wanted you to see me take that route
I never wanted for that to be the outcome
But sometimes it can be a win to lose some
I always cry and that's okay
You always lied straight to my face
And even though I said I'd change
I'm still the same me to this day
I always cry and that's okay
You always lied straight to my face
And even though I said I'd change
I'm still the same me to this day

My depression clouds my mind I just can't air it out
I been screaming to clouds god can rescue me
From the man that your making me now
Aye aye
My depression clouds my mind I just can't air it out
I been screaming to clouds god can rescue me
From the man that your making me now
Aye aye

Depression kickin my ass
From all the shit in the past
From wishin that I was dead
To wishin that we can last
I don't want this ship to burnt up so foot on the gas
My brother getting me gas (Nah fuck that shit)
I been trying so hard to make something I like
So imma hit the stu chop it up then scream in a mic
I just be rapping my life
This rapping kept me alive
I just be rapping my life
This rapping kept me alive

It really did tho
I wouldn't be here
Without making this shit
So let's play the hook one more time
My depression clouds my mind I just can't air it out
I been screaming to clouds god can rescue me
From the man that your making me now
Aye aye
My depression clouds my mind I just can't air it out
I been screaming to clouds god can rescue me
From the man that your making me now
Aye aye