Lyrics undo_my_birth - TJ_babybrain feat. lulu

I don't wanna lie, sorry if it hurts
I don't wanna die, but I would undo my birth
I don't wanna lie, sorry if it hurts
I don't wanna die, but I would undo my birth

(But I would undo my birth)
It feels like I'm not thinking on my own now (heya)
(Was wollt ihr eigentlich alles von mir?)
I'm stuck in these emotional breakdowns
(Was wollt ihr machen, wenn ich jemanden eine Kugel in den Kopf jage?)

I'm on that "All my hobbies pay my bills" shit
On that "My whole fukin' gang is trill" shit
I'm a role model to a bunch of children
But I'm still sick and stuck in my feelings

I really wanted to share my journey
I wanted to help others relate
Maybe somebody could relate to the struggles that I'm going through,
Uh
But what I found is, it's helping me heal

(I don't wanna die) But I would undo my birth
But I would undo my birth (birth), planet Earth (Earth)
Sometimes just feels like the wrong place to be
It hurts to say, I'm ashamed when I admit it
But some days I wish I never came into existence

Am I born to die? Am I here to stay?
Is there more to find? Is it gonna change?
Are we really free? Trapped inside a maze!
Made of thoughts and fears. That won't fade away!
Am I born to die? Am I here to stay?
Is there more to find? Is it gonna change?
Are we really free? Trapped inside a maze!
Made of thoughts and fears. That won't fade away!

Wei-Wei-Weißt du noch? Weißt du noch, damals auf dei'm Bett?
Weißt du, was du gesagt hast, was du nicht gemacht hast?
Weißt du noch? Nur ein paar Worte in 'nem Chat
Was du so, so gesagt hast, aber nicht gemeint hast

I can't seem to understand
Won't follow your command
Can't live on with these lies
That's why I cut our ties