Lyrics EARLY STAGES - Tec feat. Esgo

Lately I been chasing my dreams
And all these views coming in it got my face full of greed
Picked up a book on how to be happy
Sadly no matter the pages I read, I'm still facing stages of grief
I'll pray and believe, ignoring all the hatred I see
The fact i got no father got me hating my genes
Cus I look just like the fucker from the face to the feet
He wasnt there when I fell, It got me scraping my knees
Afraid imma be him, don't wanna get caught up in all that drug shit
I fall when its autumn, my feelings rugged
I hide all my problems up in that closet
Nausea shit has me bugging
Sobbing while reminiscing my childhood with my cousin
I'm buzzing

You can't be me for day man its too scary for ya
Cus I sleep thru the pain on top of paranoia
I never cheat for no games man tec is very loyal
Now I let the beast out the cage and its gon carry voyage
To places I never been before, never been applauded
Now I have hoes tryna ring my door, get my things recorded
I go hard never minimal when I sing my chorus
Busy learning shit that I didn't know till my skin is crawling