Lyrics Shadow - Tec , prodbyMUTE

It be late night when I battle demons
See their shadow creeping
Climb my way up hear the ladder creaking
Cus they shake it from under, it's mad deceiving
Had me sad and weeping cus they told me they'd hold it down for me firm
In the ground like a worm
Disrespected me and boundaries hurt
You was frowning when I was announcing my terms
I was down in the dirt, help me god
I'm constantly winning but felt the loss
I'm dodging my dinner my health at cost
So I'm lost and I'm in a whole melting pot
By myself a lot, they only put in effort when you mad yo
Non-reciprocation messing with me bad tho
You don't think about me how I think about you
And it turned me to a pessimistic asshole

I won't mention names but you know already
And I'll write bout the pain cus you know I'm petty
It's all in my brain and its loaded heavy
So I'm more than ready to just go confetti
And just pop shit
Oh, its too much should I stop it?
You dont give a fuck till I'm crossed
You won't give a fuck till I've lost it

Pain girl you gimme pain
Boy you gimme pain
I manoeuvre thru the rain
Pain girl you gimme pain
Boy you gimme pain
I manoeuvre thru the rain
Pain girl you gimme pain
Boy you gimme pain
I manoeuvre thru the rain
Pain girl you gimme pain
Boy you gimme pain
I manoeuvre thru the rain

I won't mention names but you know already
And I'll write bout the pain cus you know I'm petty
It's all in my brain and its loaded heavy
So I'm more than ready to just go confetti
And just pop shit
Oh, it's too much should I stop it?
You don't give a fuck till I'm crossed
You won't give a fuck till I've lost it