Lyrics No More Pain - Ted Park

Yeah I'm trying to move steady heart feeling heavy
Trying to let go but these demons won't let me
They wont let me go
I don't wanna feel no more
I don't wanna feel no more pain
I put on my mother my bro ain't die in vein
People switching up on me but I'll never change
Had to press restart I swear it won't be the same
Please no more pain

Yeah they say the pain can be a blessing in disguise
But fuck that listen we just lost one of the guys
Lil broski always smiled and he was always down to ride
I know that it hit Pass the most he tried to change his life
Ay at the Pocha I saw my big brother cry
Drowning in the liquor and the tears straight from his eyes
Might not show it on the out but what he's feeling inside
One day we gonna make it you won't ever change our minds
This life mean a lot more than getting some fame
These diamonds and rocks placed all over our chains
Some people I looked up to look at me strange
Act like they don't know me no more it's ok
Sometimes I don't really feel alive
Wish that I could go to sleep and die
But gotta move stronger
We just gotta hold on
A little bit longer

Yeah I'm trying to move steady heart feeling heavy
Trying to let go but these demons won't let me
They wont let me go
I don't wanna feel no more
I don't wanna feel no more pain
I put on my mother my bro ain't die in vein
People switching up on me but I'll never change
Had to press restart I swear it won't be the same

Started somewhere near the fucking bottom we ain't never going back
We just lost our brother cause he ain't get out the trap
Never seen my big bro break down just break down the pack
Hearts been feeling heavy we don't have time to relax
Life been moving slow now
But life it moves to quick for us to slow down
I wonder if I never left my hometown
If I'd be with my fam not let my bro down
Slow down
I'm trynna put my momma on she lonely overseas
My shordie went through Chemo cyst was on her ovary
I don't have time if they've been hating on me locally
My family pray to keep the angels looking over me
The people I called my family they just leave me on seen
Never pick up the phone for me I thought that was my team
I been through the pain shit and still I ain't switch
If you left me behind just know it never left my brain bitch

Yeah I'm trying to move steady heart feeling heavy
Trying to let go but these demons won't let me
They wont let me go
I don't wanna feel no more
I don't wanna feel no more pain
I put on my mother my bro ain't die in vein
People switching up on me but I'll never change
Had to press restart I swear it won't be the same
Please no more pain