Lyrics Soul Searchin - Teejay3k

(Hmm) Hmm
Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm
(Jay, stoke this) Yeah

I came inside this bitch alone
So that′s how I'm gon′ leave
Remember when I first thought it
Ain't no one believed
And that's the shit that left me hardest
Now they finna see
I′ma finish what I started, promise I′ll achieve

They see the fame, but they don't see the pain
I done been through everything
Baby, I done seen the rain
Lost my grandma sixteen years ago
That shit still weighin′ on me
And this white hill by my side
Because these niggas preyin' on me
That′s real shit

Pain pills couldn't heal this
And you can give a bitch the world
But in the end, they gon′ still switch
I'm speakin' for the real niggas that gon′ feel this
And how you say you spent the block
But you ain′t kill shit

I was always taught to listen 'fore I speak
I was really in the field
Ten toes with no cleats
Keep enemies close
And watch the company you keep
And you can′t feel my pain
'Cause my pain run deep

Lately I been soul searchin′
Tryna find my whole purpose
The shit I seen, it made my heart bleed
But I can't let them demons haunt me

Murder runnin′ through my conscience
So lately, I've been movin' cautious
′Cause I know niggas wanna kill me
So, I′ma let these niggas feel me

I'm just grateful that I′m livin'
Lord, can I get a witness?
I′m supposed to be dead
Them bullets missed my head by some inches
Fuck another nigga business
I'ma mind mine

My life hard
You can′t walk a mile inside my size 9's
I lost too many niggas
Wish I could rewind time
Feel like I never had a purpose
I'm prayin′ I find mine

The proper preparation
Dedication equals greatness
I do this for my family
My siblings my motivation

Just steady dodgin′ penitentiaries
This life I live was sent to me
Coulda cut a nigga off
Motherfuck the history
A lotta hate up in the air
I can't let it get to me
A lotta money everywhere
Get that shit by any means

Fuck a label
Them niggas tried to end my career
I′m knowin' that my time is near
They tryna leave me in the rear
I don′t fear nigga
Goin' broke is my only fear
Lord, I′m sending up a prayer
I'm hopin' that you can hear

Lately I been soul searchin′
Tryna find my whole purpose
The shit I seen, it made my heart bleed
But I can′t let them demons haunt me

Murder runnin' through my conscience
So lately, I′ve been movin' cautious
′Cause I know niggas wanna kill me
So, I'ma let these niggas feel me

Ah, ah, ah, mmm
Ah, ah, ah, mmm