Lyrics Change - Telli

From young all I wanted was to make a change
Gotta make up for this pain
I been feeling estranged from my old school mates
I can't lie the feeling is strange

It's life & you can't complain
It's okay still wake day to day
Got racks to be made
Quick 2k & I put it away
I don't care if bae bae wants steak

Never had no sweet 16
It was kitchen nightmares and bando dreams
Phone line ringing, convo with fiends
I swear this life ain't what it seems

A lot of fuckeries from when we were teens
Sleepless nights it's harder to dream
All these different emotions a man been feeling
All cos of the things I've seen

Lord please save me, lord please save me need more than a doctor
I caught that case, turned 20 in the can, damn I really needed proctor
Right little wrongens from 14 we were ducking round from helicopters
The olders said that they got us, when most of them flopped us

It's all calm, lessons get learned
But more time gotta learn hard way
15 when I saw class A
I shoulda really been with my class mates
Bad ones wanna make their arse shake
Cos they saw bros buss down carti

Diamonds are a girls best friend, I get it
But I prefer mine classy

Never been Dubai I need me the view
Smoking this doobi gotta take 2
Couldn't put on my socks or walk in my shoes
Mentally scarred you ain't got a clue
You ain't my darg & you ain't my bruce
Please don't get it confused
You ain't my darg & you ain't my bruce
Please don't get it confused

From young all I wanted was to make a change
Gotta make up for this pain
I been feeling estranged from a lot of my old school mates
I can't lie the feeling is strange

It's life I can't complain
It's okay still wake day to day
Got racks to be made
Quick 2k & I put it away
I don't care if bae bae wants steak

Been out of touch with the lord, pastor ain't seen me in church
Pain in my heart & it hurts
Mum didn't see 63 like the merc
Do not disturb when I'm out on the curb
Can't u see I'm tryna make it work
Feeling trapped, I need to be free, gotta break way from this curse

Mum carried me for 9 months, 23 I didn't think I'd carry her on my shoulder
See thing different now that I'm older
I've spent nuff times as a loner
I just bill up a zoot & shut from the world
I'm accustomed to life as a stoner

From young all I wanted was to make a change
Gotta make up for this pain
I been feeling estranged from a lot of my old school mates
I can't lie the feeling is strange

It's life I can't complain
It's okay still wake day to day
Got racks to be made
Quick 2k & I put it away
I don't care if bae bae wants steak