Lyrics Scars - Telo Briggs

Yeah
Yeah

Lacking motivation
Too much time I'm touching base with
All the times i tried to do it
And im met with awkward faces
Plot twisting in my mind
As i found my time is wasted with more time i gave to patience
Its like i be trying to do it
But i know the time it takes so i just choose procrastination
Its not even bout the haha's and down lows and up high's
Dealing with a mind that likes to lead me on then surprise
Dealing with addictions i abandon with enough high
Heading out the door so i choose to be enough now
Mama cant you see im getting high because duh sun down
Daddy can't you the scars i carry cause of mom now
Can't you see the shit i been through look at you and soft smile
Dealing with the thought my own nigga tried to touch my
Dealing with the fact that my own brother is a drug addict
Begging for some love from all these women that don't need me
Its a harder pill to swallow cause i need these women deeply
Never feel enough until i get that validation
That the Briggs is worth his weight in all his trauma and violations
Talking to my doctor he just sees the Briggs I'm painting
But i pay him just to listen so he's happy just to take it
Never take my pills cause it feels I'm separating from the life i think I live
From the hardship that I'm facing
Keep your circle small but I keep mine steady fading
Cause the Briggs a psycho patient when it comes to conversation
Chances that I'm taking seem the type you navigate with both your eyes wide open taking notes of all the operations
Time for reparations paid my dues through all the stages of my trails and tribulations so my wages best be raised up
Distancing from friends cause easier than saying
That the stardom and the fame makes it harder to relate
You see it that im great now I'm Telo Briggs a name not that nigga that you claim that you fuck with as you say
I'm taking all the blame
I don't give a fuck I'm saying
That I'm living for myself
Not your motherfucking games
Hope my kid can play this when his peace is steady vacant he can count on me I'm waiting cause what use is my own fate if i can't love him through his changes

What use is my own fate if i can't love him through his changes
So ill bury all my scars for this thing ive barely raised yet
Then when he turns 18 i can dig them up to play with
Yeah ill dig them up to play with