Lyrics Chances - The Devil Music Co.

I'm gonna tell you something kinda real, so listen
I'm sick and tired of trying to sing how I'm feeling
And I miss feeling like I am alive when I'm singing
The last few times that I sang I was drinking
And honestly I couldn't tell the floor from the ceiling
A nightmare that I had was realized
I was doing what I loved but I didn't feel alive
I just want to be a good man, but I fucked up all my chances
Now I'm running out of options
I want to be alive
You see I fell for a girl that lived far, far away
And all I ever wanted was to try and make her stay
But leaving was her end goal and it brought us to an end
After hospitals and mental homes we weren't even friends
Now I'm looking at my heart like a stranger and it is
And it's taken this long to admit my flaws
I'm making damn sure I put them in a song
I just want to be a good man, but I fucked up all my chances
Now I'm running out of options
I want to be alive
If all you do is lose, you've got nothing left to lose
I haven't come this far to quit, and I don't intend to
At the start of every day there is a path to choose
So I'll struggle down the road that brings me home to you
I just want to be a good man, but I fucked up all my chances
Now I'm running out of options
I want to be alive
I just want to be a good man, but I fucked up all my chances
Now I'm running out of options
I want to be alive