Lyrics Reclusive State - The Lonely Apparitions

It's hard enough for me
To disagree and flee
But time will try to heal
Nothing but the guilt

But you try and try and try to fly
But it never gets you high
It's like the world is just a weight
And you, how much more can you take

Push ahead, mind the ledge
Things you hate
This Reclusive State

Break apart, mend the heart
It's your fate
This Reclusive State

I know I'm not the man
In which you demand
I can tell by the ancient signs
Hidden in my mind

But I try and try and try to fly
But it never gets me high
It's like the past is just a thought
And you, have already forgot