Lyrics Still Standing Here - Thi'sl feat. Fitzgerald

Lord this life is hard,
But I′m still standing here
I'm still standing here
My enemies came for me
Even bust they guns at me
But I′m still standing here
Lord this life is long,
But it's your grace that keeps me strong .

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I got my head bust with a 4.5
Lord I know it's by your grace that I′m still alive
The way I live momma should of been a cried
But God had a plan for me so I had to rise
When I was young I even thought about suicide
Life was so bad made your boy when die
Alot of pain, alot of pain I used to sit and cry
On my knees looking up asking God why?
I used wonder what I did to my daddy so wrong
To make up and go and leave his first born
I was thirteen when I lost my first boy
How to load a gun worse thing I was taught
Life′s a fight I done won some and I lost
The hood taught me everything in life gotta cost
Even sin it was paid for me on the cross
I found my freedom from this life laid at the cross, Lord.

So many people thought that I was gonna fell
Even momma thought I would end up in jail
And I did locked up in box no bail
All by myslef like who im gonna tell
I called on the Lord and got me out the cell
I thanked him cause boy could a ended up in hell
Them boys blasted off they could of him me with them shells
I could of stayed down Everytime I failed
When my enemies came trying shoot my face up
My family member like boy when you gonna wake up
The Holy Spirit touched me and made me wake up
I know it's by your grace Lord that I still stand up!