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Sometimes the deepest cuts don't bleed
That sounds just about right to me
Ain't got no bruises, got no scars
But I'm so full of empty in my heart

I ain't good, I ain't bad
I ain't happy, I ain't sad
No, I can't look forward, can't look back
Just tryna keep this train on track
I'm tired and I'm torn
Every night's another storm
Makes it hard to feel the hope of a risin' sun
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Been building walls up a long, long, while
Might be the king of fakin' smiles
Sometimes I practice in the bathroom mirror
Wish I could cry, but there ain't no tears

'Cause I ain't good, I ain't bad
I ain't happy, I ain't sad
No, I can't look forward, can't look back
Just tryna keep this train on track
I'm tired and I'm torn
Every night's another storm
Makes it hard to feel the hope of a risin' sun
Numb, numb, numb
Numb, numb, numb

But I'm still holdin' on
Yeah, I'm still holdin' on
It's a damn good thing my fingertips are strong
'Cause I'm still holdin' on

I ain't good, I ain't bad
I ain't happy, I ain't sad
No, I can't look forward, can't look back
Just tryna keep this train on track
I'm tired and I'm torn
Every night's another storm
Makes it hard to feel the hope of a risin' sun
Yeah, and I can't stop this feelin' hangin' on
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