Lyrics 6am in Obispo - Tota

They love playing who to blame when the plan fail
The easiest way to lose is not plan well
I'm just trynna find peace in my life now
I made album of the year probably twice now
I ain't in it for the glitz and the glam
They wanna frame me like a pic with the fam
The goat here you should stick with the lamb
I always talk about my own insecurities
I know you listen but never feel like you hearing me
These ain't tears it's sincerity
I wrote this letter for you signed sincerely
I walk around with a frown not security
Still won't let nobody get near to me

Cheers to polygamy
My egos my own worst enemy
What's gotten into me
My friends know that I'm happily sad
No pressure turn Dexter when I'm back in the lab
This one for the riders like back of the cab
Knocked down came back with the jab
Pushing everyone away like I could make it alone
Taking down my whole house and trynna make it a home
It's nine months into the year
And I'm sober as ever
I used to need adhesive just to hold it together
They in a rat race and I'm the one holdin the cheddar
My mind clear my heart full I guess I got it together
I rap like I own it because I really do
You would too if you really knew
A couple more albums and I'm really through
Give me equity show you what I could really do
It's a smile on my face when I take a loss
I treat the pressure like Diddy and I just shake it off
It's a beautiful life
The upper hand got my cuticles nice
They play dirty and still losing the fight
Manifested my future I'm looking back
Like I knew I was right
Mean flow I just knew I was nice
I'm in a zone they could never reach
Turned my house into a home that they could never breach

I'm giving life lessons they could never preach
We in this bitch I need better seats
This go out to the women I could never keep
The worse parts of you made a better me
They wanna let it be known
I rather let it be
But since we pulling back the curtain
Ima let em see
I ain't in it for the fame or the accolades
In this fucking book of life you can't go back a page
I got my niggas backstage when the show is on
I gotta go off just to tell y'all what's going on

Do you see now
Could never be senile
I was in denial
I'm giving bitches d now
Nigga I'm a phenom
You niggas gassed up I'm more Elon
What's an Elohim to a pion
I'm charged up like an ion
My buzz go infinity and beyond
Fighting temptation like I'm Leon
I'm done trynna please niggas
Cause I was giving my all
When I was open they ain't gimme the ball
So I don't wanna hear shit about no team now
You slept on me
I don't wanna hear shit about yo dream now
This is what I become
Now I'm in this bitch like pre cum
Go buy an album I'm trynna see some
Know that I'm sensitive bout my tunes
Renovate this bitch give me some room
I'm somewhere in the woods taking shrooms
Flow water I can cause a monsoon
It's too soon
I been meditating heavy
Flood the game and break a levy
Independent call me Webbie
Get the pie split the pie
Then box it I'm Lil Debbie
They rushing they wasn't ready
Sending shots from far away
I hold my breath and hold it steady
I done came a long way
Fucking up the feng shui
I don't listen to these niggas
Play some fucking Kanye
I been sipping Bombay
While I'm climbing up the mountain
Turn this bitch to Pompeii
My flow could come out a fountain
If you get it then you got it
Think I said enough
Life's a bitch that ain't wet enough
You must have no idea
I ain't a fan of none they bars
And they set ups are so IKEA
It's too easy
I'm really in my bag again
Zoom challenge how we drag em in
Nigga throw in the towel
Six shooter see me spinning the dial
This wheel of fortune don't come with a vowel
I been off for a while
I was letting niggas off with a smile
But I'm mad now
I could turn beef into a cash cow

Career ender
Bar bender
Flow shifter
Heart breaker
Leave bitches blue
Like grow sisters

I'm top two and I ain't number two in this bitch
Connoisseur of manure I ain't new to this shit
You must not have a fuckin' clue of what I do to this shit
I opened doors then let the whole crew in this bitch
Cause when shit ain't adding up I do the math again
These niggas turn the other cheek like they backing in
I dropped Field Effect now everybody tapping in
This shits too easy

Applying pressure in the press
I'm Marcus Garvey with a vest
It come out a little different when you say it with yo chest
Sleeping on me like a cot
I gave everything I got
In the field forty on my I'm looking like Ronnie Lott
Gettin love from these places that I never been
Type of highs that could never end
As long as I'm in the game you could never win
Niggas rather pass words than get a better pen
I take this rap shit deeply
I'm really into crafting in the booth
How you telling all these lies and then acting like it's true
Niggas really playing them self
You just acting like it's you
These verses from 2012
I just rap it like it's new
I'm navigating life at my own pace
I never panic I planet I'm in my own space

Yeah
So long farewell to you my friend
So long farewell to you my friend
Goodbye
For now
Until we meet again