Lyrics Control! - Trella

Building fences around a house I don't own
Takin pills to try and keep my head on, straight
Go back and lock my car doors bout ten times
All of that to realize I left something behind

I'm living with my knuckles clenched
Around anything I can get in my hands
God I wish I could get rid of this itch
I think I'm making myself sick

All the things I do to try and keep control
Making plans to find another blocked road
Think I'm Losing touch with the world outside
I just wanna live here like I'm alive

Pride myself on my independence
Just a bad excuse to stay distant
Keepin a tight leash on all my fears
There is Nothing that can touch me out here

I'm living with my knuckles clenched
Around anything I can get in my hands
God I wish I could get rid of this itch
I think I'm making myself sick

All the things I do to try and keep control
Making plans to find another blocked road
Think I'm Losing touch with the world outside
I just wanna live here like I'm alive