Lyrics Someone To Relate To - Trnth

Working everyday but still I cannot catch a break
It seems my mental has been damaged even though I'm looking great
I'm stuck up in my ways
Times pass and then the memories flooding
I wish I could go back but then the time it keeps running
Sometimes I just need second to catch my breathe
And sometimes I just need a moment where I can go reflect
And sometimes I just need a friend
But at that time it seems nobody's here to understand my pain
So here I go again it's the same old thing
And that's the same old saying
So I don't know what's really changed
Twisted in my brain
Psychologically insane
My mind is on the future but I'm present here today
So what do I do
I take a hit and I'm okay
Many things to speak about that I can't say today
Many things to speak about that I could never change
Many men who think I'm great I promise I'm not great
Some call it humble and then some call it sabotage
Self infected wounds in the room with a camouflage
Tell me what to do when your biggest woo is just a flaw
Hiding hind a smile still I lose when I had it all

What if I told you my work is only because I'm hurting
Tryna change my life in any way that might be working
I made all these mistakes but still I'm hiding what's the purpose
I'm swear I know the stakes but still I isolate the version uh
Not sad I'm depressed and there's a difference
Flexing on an instrumental tell me what is winning
Crying on a beat cuz when in front of you I'm cringing
Tell me what to do when biggest flaws are always hidden
Sometimes I just need someone who I can still relate to
Not who I'm related to
I know they're gonna make it too huh
Maybe a surprise is what I need
Sidelined then coach he put me in but without a team
Coping with my dreams isolating took a loss
Yeah I may have got a bag but then what happens it lost
Time is steady rolling I'm reminded with my watch
Pint of that potion got me missing family who's lost huh
Taking a shot choppy stop it I'm feeling dizzy
And my city always hears me but I promise they don't feel me
I'm cocky on a track and maybe sometimes in my feelings
It's a hit or miss but now I'm feeling chilly for real

If karmas real then tell me why I'm feeling down
I turn to lord when I don't really know the crowd
I turn to the lord because he's got me and the crown
Turning in bed cuz I can't seem to settle down
I'm stuck with my questions
Upside down in my feels confess it
I'm accepting these lessons
But lord I'm still in the present
Your trials and tribulations are timed and yeah I know it
But when time for the moment
I'm scared and don't know the motions
I know it's preparation
Patience got reservations
My life is motivation
But I need some I can't take it
My pain is so invasive
And I'm calling it my phases
But I'm caught up in these places
Where my mind is feeling too anxious

Stuck in my thoughts
Lost I'm taking these shots costly
In case you didn't know I couldn't care if you could stop me
I'm boxed in like I'm rocky
But I'm feeling kamikaze
Working is my hobby
My emotions aren't my body
But still I'm stuck with all these chains
Wrapped around my ankle not my neck I'm feeling drained
I'm desperate for a change
They checking on my checks
Never checking if I've changed
Same boy as when I came
That's why everyday I pray
Thats I everyday I stay
Sometimes I just need somebody who understands my pain
Sometimes I just need a friend who's always down to hang
Excited for the vibe let's let go of all the pain for real