Lyrics Jacobs Creek - Tré Wes

Right now I'm speeding down the road I'm seeing where it goes
I'm seeing where my ways would work and seeing where it don't
I feel my life is like a movie no one paid to see
How is it that I can swim
But drown in Jacobs creek?
And no one wants to be alone so we afraid to leave
I been so focused on my dreams it got me scared to sleep
I'm the most impatient person tryna wait and see
Will I make it to my goals or
Am I make believe

Too many I done took advice from and not enough research
I done put the foot down on this gas Until my feet hurt
Re worked my mental state
In hopes I'll see some better days
Stopped smoking moon rock I only need to levitate
My backs on the ropes like a rookie in the featherweights
And I been in the mood now like fuck em all and let em hate
I'm really in the long game
I done had a long wait
But grew some thick skin my pop ain't take me to a ball game
Mom didn't coddle me
My nights with lack of sleeping had me working out the long days
My future still in front of me
And Still I'm on the past times
Rappers making money off a bad rhymes
And how my old business gave me bad vibes
Or all my daddy issues make you think that he's a bad guy
Really he just human we ain't perfect but we danm try
He always paid his child support
Never hit my mother so in hindsight I think that He's a better guy then half the shit that's televised
Like Black men who went trial
Or fathers who ain't seen there kids in several years and have the nerve to think that wouldn't stress a child
Waste men
The obstacles that keep me from the sky scraping heights and in the basement it never used to make sense
Think before I say my piece Thinking that's to say the least
I drink Untill I'm straight to sleep
My whip was fine for A to B
But it done been a long road And everything I fought for
You could see the bigger picture through the bong smoke

See now a days I smell the roses and appreciate
The simple fact that I did wake up from my sleep today
Now I ain't rich but buying food well that's a piece of Cake and I ain't talking Mcdonalds no I like to season steaks
Sautéed the shrimp in garlic butter I been eating great to think there's people out here who don't eat for days
Nonsense I wonder if you listen to your conscience the same way that I do cuz mine gets exhausting
It does