Lyrics Alone - Ty

Looking in the mirror what I see back? Am I a devil wow
Drinking liquor while I take off my mask I'm feeling hellish now
In my car going too damn fast
Cops gon track me down
All these Demons control my past
And they remind me how I,
Started drinking way too young
Doing drugs just to feel cause i'm so damn numb
Hate myself, hate my life, I just need someone
But when I reach out you know I don't get none
Holding onto something I need baby
But I know this life it just ain't
For me Holding onto something I need baby
But I know this life shit just ain't
For me Tell me the shit that you know
Baby come whisper it slow
Convince me i'm not alone
All of the words that you say
Blocking em out every day
Leading me different ways
All these struggles cause issues
Drugs that we all misuse
Thinking vodka gon fix you
Cause it lifts you
And it takes you
Places that you never been now
Saying shit you never did no
Block the pain with a fix now
Til you drip down
And you yell out how
You need help and no ones here
You been crying for to long let me dry your tears
But I need to dry mine too
Cause it turns out that I am just like
You Holding onto something I need baby
But I know this life shit just ain't
For me Holding onto something I need baby
But I know this life shit just ain't for me