Lyrics Made of Glass - Victorino

I can never say that I hate you
Can never escape you
But sometimes
I wish I could replace you
And breakthrough
Everything that I've come to know
I'm treating people like seasons, they tend to come and go
I fall like snow
Each Fall, I grow
It's all I know
My pride inside has died, it's all I show
Yet I'm looking for a place to run
Tryna find the light in the dark that I could call my home
So I stare at you constantly
The mirror in my soul and I see my hypocrisies
Acknowledging everything that is not of me
But it's hard to see when isolation looks promising
Yeah
I know I shouldn't think this way
Head in the clouds yet I only seem to see them gray
Don't do often but I know that I need to pray
The wounds upon my heart never really seem to age

I apologize if my words bleed onto you
Been locked inside my head, I don't mean it to
If the answers in the air
I'll find it in a prayer
If we are made of glass
Could you see what I see too

I can never say that I hate you
Could never degrade you
But everyday I'm living I feel I gotta go face you
Your voice over time has built a home in my mind
I swear you're not even there but I'll hear the tone and the vibe
Now I
See through the surface level of rage
All the arbitrary arguing hidden beneath the shame
See you building all these walls when really that's just a cage
I could draw up all your wrongs when really I've done the same
So don't call me a Saint
It's not a role I could play
I just wanna grow up
Move away from this place
You might think that I changed and twist the words that I say
Into these things that you hate
Sit and debate while we splitting our fate
Maybe it's better I stay silent
My personal vendetta against me will stay private
Whatever the weather I stay by it
I tried to keep my head up, instead I became quiet
But no more, every spoken word I bleed it out
Digging deep into myself all to scream and shout
I been chewed out and viewed on as too small for too long
I pray you get the picture before I paint it with you gone

I apologize if my words bleed onto you
Been locked inside my head, I don't mean it to
If the answers in the air
I'll find it in a prayer
If we are made of glass
Could you see what I see too

I apologize if my words bleed onto you
Been locked inside my head, I don't mean it to
If the answers in the air
I'll find it in a prayer
If we are made of glass
Could you see what I see too