Lyrics I Think I'm Losing It - Vvenin

I feel like I'm in hell but I don't wanna say it
Life is too damn old sick of all the games I'm playin
I'm so fucking sick of the shit
Blow my brains out and smear it on the wall
Feel like a druggie the way I wanna just withdraw
I'm fucking sad and uninspired
Wish there was someone I'd admire
Nothing but fakers
I'll choke them out with a wire
Fucking horseshit
I can't rap without cursing unless I force it
I Wanna barcode my wrist but I'm too scared to commit

You stupid motherfuckers think I'm having a ball
It's hard to write lyrics when your mind is in a brawl
Sometimes I hope fall and never get up
Cuz at least I'd be happy when I'm dead
Walking up to the stew filled with mother fucking dread

I cant feel anymore
I cant feel anymore

I'm too lazy
Not the three x
Yeah fuck that bitch
Test your reflex
Right hook in the jaw
It's the last straw
If I don't get better I'll jump off a bridge
Like a bird
But maybe people want it
I just don't know till I try it
I'll be gone before you know it
I'll be gone before you know it
I'll be gone before you know it
I'll be gone before you know it
I'll be gone and I'll be fucking dead